20100627

dear Beloved..

i know how im embrassed my self..
i know i hv mad you sad..
i know you also feelin sad...
you dont hav to pretend happy..
i know hows your feelin rite now..
but im in a pretty big apology..
yes.. apology to you..
next tyme i wont make it happen again..
i try my best..
iLY+imy Dear~

ENG vs GER..

~ENGLAND~

after two days meninggalkan blog.. seems like dah mcm sarang tikuih dah jadinye.. hehe.. so topic terhangat kite kali ni nak cite cikit pasal.. bola nie.. fuh~!! smlm aq tgk bola ENG against GER.. best gla.. fantastic..!! bombastic..!! dulu nya aq mnyokong ENG team.. but skunk dah tukaq..*ENG murtad lah~* tp team ENG ramai "Star" pon ssh nak g sampai final.. nape ek.. hihi.. dah mmg ENG x de luck.. so try again next world cup.. how pathetic for you.. for GER team.. yeah.. your super duper great.. last match wif ENG.. score 4 against 1.. woah.. unbelievable.. keep goin GER.. i hope you will meet my precious team SPA at the final match.. gd luck for everyone too...

~GERMANY~

20100626

its about you..

dulu waktu ayah kecik2.. mama ayah slalu cte kat ayah.. satu citer nie.. ssampai skrang ayah engat.. dan ayh gnakan untk lebih setia kat mama kamu..citer nye cmnie..

ade seorang muriid dan guru disebuah sekolah.. murid bertanya pada cikgu..

"cikgu.. sy nak tny.. sy ade 4 surat tawaran ke sekolah berasrama lain.. tp skrang sy berpuas hati dgn skolah nie.. sy pon tgah pening cikgu.. bleh cikgu tlong sy buat kptsan..?"

kemudian cikgu melihat semua surat tawaran yg ada pada murid tersebut.. dan cikgu ckap:

"sementare tgu cikgu baca ni.. kamu pegi ke padang sekolah.. bermula dari depan sehingga ke hujung pdg kemudian kamu cabut rumput yg pling cantek dikalangan rumput yg cantek.. tp syaratnye boleh petik only satu rumput dan sekali kamu dah petik kamu x bleh patah balik.. skali kamu petik kemudian bawa pada cikgu.."

murid tersebut tanpa berkata apa2.. terus pegi mnurut apa yg disuruh oleh cikgu..
(slpas 30 min) murid itu pun plang kpd cikgu dan cikgu minta rumput yg dipetik :

"mana rumput tuh"
"maaf cikgu.. sy dah jln smpai ke ujong pdng dan sy x petik.. sbb x jumpe yg cantik.. sy ade jmpe yg terbaik tetapi sy dah terlepas padang dan sy x bleh patah balik.. sy jga takot nak petik.. sbb nant didepan mgkin ade rumput yg lagi baik.."

"kamu dah dpt ape jwpan utk surat twran kamu skrang?"

"hm.. ape maksud cikgu??"

"kamu tawu knape cikgu suruh pegi petik rumput td..? sbb cikgu nak suruh kamu pham yg.. skali kite wat keputusan utk memilih sesuatu.. there is no turning back.. dan berkaitan dgn yg rumput yg dipetik.. adalah mengenai sesuatu perkare yg dipilih adelah sesuatu yg pling terbaik dan jgn lah tamak utk memilih yg lebih terbaik.. "

"owh.. baiklah cikgu.. skrang sy dah pham.. terima kasih cikgu"

..............................
ayah engat smpai skrang pesan2 cikgu.. sbb itu lah ayah jatuh cinta kpd mak kamu.. dan ayah tidak penah berpkir nak jatuh cinta pada mak lain..(ayah dan anak itu pon tergelak kecil)

i fell in love wif you with the first time and for the last time~ :"> :x

Bday Boy!!


i dont like speaking or havng a conversation about birthday.. espicially about my bday~ wat i mean is.. i getting to hate it.. ahah*sighs* its kinda weird rite.. hell yeah.. aaaa~
i didnt mean it actually..
but im tryin to.. im sory.. this happen because of so many reasons~ :

1.No one cares about it..
2.no one remember about it..
3. My family even forgot about it..
4. i neva had a bday present since my chilhood..
5. im gonna cry when eat my friend's birthdayday cake..*jealous*
6. the date of my bday.. im gonna wish my self "gd mnink caey, hepi bday.. muah muah!!.. dah besa/tua dah ko kan"..
7.yet.. dont make me cry anymore..

farewell my birth DAY.. gd bye.. oh.. i wish someone will bring the joyful of my sweetest day back.. =.="

20100622

AnimAx Laife~

TOP 10 RANK

1st. MAJOR : All-Japan Player



Character Name : Goro Honda@Goro Shigeno \m/

Born:1985 Nov 5thPosition:Pitcher.
Bats:Right.Throws:Right (~1997), Left(~2000)
Teams:

*student*
-Mifune Dolphins (1995, 4th grade)
-Hakata Little (1996-1997, 5th~6th grade)-Mifune East Jr High (2000, 9th grade)
-Kaido High School JV Team (2001-2002, 10th~11th grade)-Seishuu High School (2003, 12)

*Professional*
-Anaheim Salmon (2004,for one game during MLB spring t'ning)
-Cougars (2004,one game during spring training)-Memphis Bats (2004,regular seasion)
-Indiana Hornets (2004 post-season Arizona Autumn League,2005 MLB spring training)
-All Japan (2005 Baseball World Cup)
2nd. Naruto Shippuden


3rd.One Piece


4rd. Fairy Tail


5th. Law of Ueki

6th. Detective Conan


7th. Air Gear : The Wings Of Roads


8th. God Save Our King


9th. Slam Dunk

10th. Pokemon :Rise of Dark Rai

Owe me a big One..

wat a weird life..
i cant stand it..
i cant went through it..
i cant control it..

here comes a poem i want you to know..

"i may not get to see you often as i like;
i may not get to hold you in my arm all through the night;

but deep in my heart i truly know;
you're the one that i love;

and.. i could never let you go."

now we share the same bright sun..
the same light moon..why dont we share the same love..
tell why not..
love is beautifull that all hav thought..

__________________________________________________

Something that neva can be delete~


*yahoo inbox*

huh.. i not talk about a crap about my inbox is full.. but im talk about.. you see in my inbox list.. i already select all.. but not the first one.. you wat is it.. hehe.. its a secret..*sorry readers* the thing i will keep until i be gone.. i love it.. because the email is about a vid that dedicated with love especially for me.. your hear that.. FOR ME~yeah for sure and for real.. hehe.. so dear.. i really want to know wat are you saying in the vid.. please~!! please~!! pweashh~!!

20100621

last day and today were *anonymous*

Sy PELAJAR KUIS!! and im proud of it..


Smlm bkak PUASE kat masjid.. yeah.. aku mkin ske ATTEND ke MASJID skunk ni.. sbb nye.. kat MASJID KUIS tercinte.. kini dah tampak smakin ramai yg hadirkan diri utk berslat jemaah.. woah.. alhamdulillah~ its about dream come true.. pastuh pas abes solat dgn khusyuk nye.. bace doa then kuar.. fathi ajk g pkk.. tgk ekstival jap.. hehe... lepak2.. then its isyak tyme.. so imdiately went straight to the mosque again.. after done praying.. back to ostel.. hehe.. sounds like im preety great in goin to mosque.. hell yeah~!! *padahal pegi nek moto fiz.. bkan jln kaki* ahaha..

blik2 straight call my dear.. eh x.. txt jew.. pastuh x reply then call trus pastuh*bpe byk pastuh daa* "please try again later".. mnyamph aku dgr.. ahaha. tanye Fa.. pastuh fa ckap dy tgah tdo sambil pkai telekung.. woah.. aq pon x moo kaco.. hehe.. about an hour after that.. she awake... then txt me.. "sy dah bgun~!! :)" hhehe.. like always.. i like she being in a happy emotions.. *bek ko jge leklok prssaan dy kli nie*..

ouh~ i nv let you down again.. hehe.. pastuh tyme txt-ing.. tetdoo.. bgun2 trus apology *takot bini* ahaha pastuh she n he pon txt-ing lah *xleh cte* sampai lah skunk.. im gonna give my dear cupcake after this.. hehe.. im gonna eat it together.. woah.. farewell~

20100620

DINGIN life~~~~

arini senin/10pg/21june..
aq gi klass lewat dekat 30 min.. tp masok2 en Azfi xde.. so duduk je ah.. tanye saf:

akuh : "saf..kne wat ape"
gendut : "tuh..! en azfi suh wat yg kat whiteboard tuh.. antar arini... tp dy x aja agi.. kne wat
research sendiri"

pastuh aq pon pokes lah~ dgn niat setulus sesuci murni.. kaji2.. last2 jmpe solution.. pastuh aq ngan saf wat ah.. sbaik sje cte solution kat saf.. pastuh saf senyum lebar cm clown.. aq just tersenyum kecil.. tataw ah nape aq x nak senyum bbyk.. maybe tyme 2.. in the class.. syg aq dok seberang.. so.. aq rase cm dingin je nak tegur dy.. aq tanye saf..:

akuh : eh.. saf.. dyorg bleh wat x tuh (akak ana and of course tyra@mydear)
saf : eh.. x tawwlah.. jap aq tanye.. (pastuh saf tanye n dyowng jwb x reti)
akuh : owh.. eh saf.. ko tlong ajar bleh kat dyowng.. untuk aku:P
saf : uh~!? ok2.. (saf pon terus g ajar..)

pastuh aq bg ah reaksi dingin je kat saf.. ahaha.. bkan ape.. aku just malu ah nak berhadapan ngn dy.. bcos of wat i hv done.. hm.. arini aku pose.. so mke aku mcm org pose lah.. kul 12 tasmik ngan ustad.. aq dah hafal sampai surah alzalzalah.. tp z berpeluang nak tasmik.. xpe2.. nant g jumpe ustad.. hm.. tadi aq dok usha n jeling2 sikit je kat dear.. takot dy perasan aq usha dy..

oh dear~ if you look like im not reaaly care about you.. its a lie.. im always care about you.. really~farewell~..

Aq laki yg "TerUk"!!

*sigh*

ape nak jadi ngan aq nie..
gf sorang pon x reti nak jge leklok..
aq trase sikit ah bile dy ckap:

"When Im okay, awak pula yg tak okay.
When you're the one that is in okay mood,
Saya pula yg tak okay.
Why meh? Sakit hati lah.
Peritnya.
Rasa cam nak masak gulai jer hati aku ni.
Baru puas hati kot.

I hate this. I hate this situation.
I miss the old times.
I really missed it."

rase nyesal plak.. rase bersalah plak..
sbb dulu mase 1st tyme in relation..
aq dah tekad nak jge awk leklok..
tp cmnie plak jadi..
ni sme slah aq lah nie..
xpe2..
aq akn cbe memperbaiki keadaan..insyaAllah~
I reaaly Love you~

i nver had a chance........

aku sedih... skrang aku dalam msalah yg berat.. my family.. my friends.. my relations.. hm.. all ruins... i cant control it all.. aq skrang ilang fokus dlm blajar.. byk termenung sensorang.. x reti bahagi mase.. i almost spent my all my tyme at mosque.. try to calm my self.. whats wrong with me just now.. about family~ why.. mama n papa keep fighting day by day... papa now in a cricital situations.. papa sakit~ :( kne buatan org... sob~ sob~ papa kate dy x leh g keje.. x leh mkn. xleh minum.. just bleh solat je.. papa x cbe nak cte kat mama langsong.. tp papa keep goin to work.. sampai mama marah.. kakak aku plak wat hal.. kluar umah x balik2.. adik pmpn bwah aku tu plak.. asyik dok menangis.. kesian dy.. aku pham.. dy sedih tgk fmily yg kucar kacir ni.. mama kne pegi keje... adk bradik aq kat uma xde sape nak antar g skolah.. smpai adik aq yg bgsu tu kne g skolah jln kaki.. blik ptg.. adk pmpn aq pn same.. risaw kslamtan dyorg sme.. and aq plak asyik dok wat mslah.. sbnarnye.. aq dah dkat 8 mngu dah x balik nie.. ari mama call... mama ckap direct.. "xyah balik umah laah! adik ko dah la nak pekse.. mama nak g keje.. papa outstation~ ko xyah balik.. just mkan je duit yg mama antar.. adk2 ko x yah jage xpe.." :( and skunk masuk mnguu ke 9.. aku x taw lah camner.. aq tepon mama.. mama x jwab.. aq kne buang dari uma kew..?? sob~ sob~ ntah lah.. aritu aq call nina(adik no1 which is rapat ngan aq).. aq tepon then dy angkat.. Alhamdulillah.. aq tanye.. mama mane.. dy jwb mama ade.. tgah dok tension.. pastuh nina suh aq balik.. nina merayu.. pastu tnye sal papa.. nina jwb.. papa kat ospital.. uh.. tp nina ckap bek ko jgn g tgk.. sbb mmg x dapt tgk wat smntare waktu nie.. hm.. wat happen to my precious family huh~!!! Astaghfirullahhalazzim... isk~ isk~ but anyway.. for th 9th week im at the ostel.. im gonna be brave and face my famil this week.. and setle it all.. i must.. i had to.. um~ n skunk nie.. dingin sikit ngan gf aq.. dy mrah aq sgt.. sbb x msg dy.. dy kte aq dah len.. x mcm dulu.. "ouh dear~ i which i could tell you the truth, but the situation is difrent" aq mmg x pandai jage ati syg aq.. sory again about my bad behaviour.. tp aq hnye dapat luah kat blog nie je.. sbb xde follower... so its free for to write something that runnig in my mind and heart.. aq syg dy sgt2... aq x nak lpaskan dy.. tp tyme dy mention sal kalu rase dy ni annoying sgt.. just breakup.. uh~!? mmg aku terkejut dy ckap cam tuh~ maybe sbb dy dah sampai limit dy.. aq ni teruk betul jadi bf yg x gne.. heee~ aq trauma ah kalu sal breakup2 nie.. lagi dlm situasi family tgah berpecah belah nie.. aq buntu.. tp aq akan pastikan.. keluarge bahagia yg aq slalu doa pada tuhan akan ku usehe sampai tuhan makbulkan.. ouh.. i miss that moment.. when im with mama n papa were laughing becos of joke that i told.. i miss he moment of im punching with my along.. i love the moment i story-ing to my sis about my history.. i miss the moment we holiday at grand ma house.. i miss you all smiling.. for this second.. i feel like im gonna die without you all.. :( maybe my tyme has come.. maybe my "rezeki" not coming yet.. and i will always pray from Allah.. i'll waitin that patiently~Aminn~

- farewell my family.. my friends.. my love~

20100618

thinGs thAt She Hide~


Sweet Nightmare

Hey you, yes you, Im talkin' to you.

As you know me before, for the past 1 year and a half,
You marked me in your lil' IT brain as Athirah Ahmad Sazali.
The girl that only do what ever she desired,
And ignore those that she think that is not important to her.
Sometimes she does look so cool, her face, she always do that.
Talk crap? She will pay em' back TWICE, no, TRIPPLE.

During in the afternoon of 13th of July last year,
He wished me. Yes, Eventhough he say it with a tight face,
I fall for him. I like him. I like his way.
The Nik Muhammad Syahir way. I know, Im too straight foward.
Wierd guy, hell yeah he's my taste. I love his tight face.

From MySpace to YM. He's friendly. Nice, towards me.
I wanna tell him that I like him but nahh~ That's suicide.
I hide it, yes my feelings, almost 1 year we knew each other.
I wanted to look the best, cuz I want you to notice me.
Do you? Nobody knows. I cant talk to you. Not because Im afraid,
But it's bcuz when you're talkin' to me, my nerves, heartbeats,
all malfunction. Numb, silent. I walked away. Uh? What happened?
He talked to me! OMG! I didnt gave him a good respond.
All I did was do my Hati Kering-Face and act cool.
Oh please. You're so not cool. You're embarrasing yourself.

Here's a secret, I rarely skipped my classes cuz I wanted to see him.
Shh~ Dont tell him. That will be humiliating.
Everytime I got back from my classes, I seek for Wafa.
And told her everything. Oh everything about him.
How I like him so much. How I truely want him to be mine.
I want him. Let me have him.

I accompanied Wafa to her meetings. My first time.
After the meeting, we ate together. Yes we, him and I.
And of course our 2 other best buds.
I'll never forget that moment, I cried,
Cuz I cant tell him how I feel about him.
The pain in my chest getting worse, Im dying.

Drastic measures, I gotta tell him. And hey guess what.
He felt the same towards me.
We're finally together, after 1 whole year.
He's mine and ONLY mine.
Yes my Domo, my Gojila and my everyhing.
Now, eventhough we fight over some stupid things quite a lot,
or me keep on sulking like 24-7, we are still HAPPY.
I know that my love story is not heavenly like Adam and Hawa,
Where they fall in love at first sight and got married in Heaven, witness by all the angels that was created by our God.
That is the most romantic love story of all the love story.

My love story with him? Less romantic, more bullying.
No worries, Im getting used to it.
Babe, I'll stay with you. I wont leave you.
ily. fullstop.



Your worst nightmare,
Your funny-faced lil' Gojila

i hav many GF.. :)

im gonna introduce to you all about my life..

1st : Athirah
ni awek first aquh~

2nd : Tyra
yg ni yg second..

3rd : thirah
yg ni yg ke3.. muslimah ckit.. :P

4th : Athirah Ahmad Sazali
dy ni skunk aku pnye fiancee.. huh?! haha.. laki kat luar sane jgn kaco tawu.. sepak kang~!!

Skunk Saye dah Nak Kawin :D
p/s : a day before diijab kabul.. :P
Im hapPy wiFt my GoJila rite now.. so.. back off..

yet.. there's only HE and SHE..:">

20100617

CounTIng Day~


aih~*mengeluh.. sambil menanti hari saat dan waktu.. *patiently.. its my only minor dream.. but aq rase nak jgak fullfill.. wlau mcm mane pon.. i hav to.. fighting ouh~!! \m/ wTh exactly im saying is about my truly2 needs/dreams which is about to build a house on the tree.. woah.. amaaaaazzingg betol ko nie caien.. hell yeah~!! im goin to make it real.. just wait.. day by day passed.. aq skrang tgah mengukir masa depan.. tanpa ragu2 lagi.. with a support from family and friend.. and also with faithfullness menjadi hamba Allah yg setia.. insyaAllah.. im gonna success~ aaaaa~!!!! go caien! go caien~ ahaha.. so skunk nie.. papa pnye tanah tgah dgunakan sbgai kebun.. hm.. so about 8 or 9 years akan dtg.. hehe.. aq plak yg akan amik alih kebun tuh.. tp mama ckap nak build a dream house kat situ.. hehe.. thumbs up Ma~!! setuju2!! so tyme ade org nak bersihkan kwsan tu.. mama ckap jgn potong balak yg pling besaq tuh.. sbb anak sy x bg potong.. hehe..*thats me..:D

p/s:oh mama!! tenkie vr much.. im gonna build it..

20100616

i FeeL so DepresseD~ :


BETRAYED?!?!

nothing really HAPPEN~
but it really HAPPEN~
Feelin so upset..
feelin so regret..
nothing big deal..
but it is a big deal..
affect the feels..
affect the relations..
jealous comes around..
stupidity controls..
solve the changeup..
overcome the relation..
yet.. gonna be okay~

20100615

MaRi kiTa m'ngingati MATI~



Terdapat seorang pemuda yang kerjanya menggali kubur dan mencuri kain kafan untuk dijual. Pada suatu hari, pemuda tersebut berjumpa dengan seorang ahli ibadah untuk menyatakan kekesalannya dan keinginan untuk bertaubat kepada Allah s. w. t. Dia berkata, "Sepanjang aku menggali kubur untuk mencuri kain kafan, aku telah melihat 7 perkara ganjil yang menimpa mayat-mayat tersebut. Lantaran aku merasa sangat insaf atas perbuatanku yang sangat keji itu dan ingin sekali bertaubat."

" Yang pertama, aku lihat mayat yang pada siang harinya menghadap kiblat. Tetapi pabila aku menggali semula kuburnya pada waktu malam, aku lihat wajahnya telahpun membelakangkan kiblat. Mengapa terjadi begitu, wahai tuan guru?" tanya pemuda itu. " Wahai anak muda, mereka itulah golongan yang telah mensyirikkan Allah s. w. t. sewaktu hidupnya. Lantaran Allah s. w. t. menghinakan mereka dengan memalingkan wajah mereka dari mengadap kiblat, bagi membezakan mereka daripada golongan muslim yang lain," jawab ahli ibadah tersebut.

Sambung pemuda itu lagi, " Golongan yang kedua, aku lihat wajah mereka sangat elok semasa mereka dimasukkan ke dalam liang lahad. Tatkala malam hari ketika aku menggali kubur mereka, ku lihat wajah mereka telahpun bertukar menjadi babi. Mengapa begitu halnya, wahai tuan guru?" Jawab ahli ibadah tersebut, " Wahai anak muda, mereka itulah golongan yang meremehkan dan meninggalkan solat sewaktu hidupnya. Sesungguhnya solat merupakan amalan yang pertama sekali dihisab. Jika sempurna solat, maka sempurnalah amalan-amalan kita yang lain,"

Pemuda itu menyambung lagi, " Wahai tuan guru, golongan yang ketiga yang aku lihat, pada waktu siang mayatnya kelihatan seperti biasa sahaja. Apabila aku menggali kuburnya pada waktu malam, ku lihat perutnya terlalu gelembung, keluar pula ulat yang terlalu banyak daripada perutnya itu." " Mereka itulah golongan yang gemar memakan harta yang haram, wahai anak muda," balas ahli ibadah itu lagi.

" Golongan keempat, ku lihat mayat yang jasadnya bertukar menjadi batu bulat yang hitam warnanya. Mengapa terjadi begitu, wahai tuan guru?" Jawab ahli ibadah itu, " Wahai pemuda, itulah golongan manusia yang derhaka kepada kedua ibu bapanya sewaktu hayatnya. Sesungguhnya Allah s. w. t. sama sekali tidak redha kepada manusia yang menderhakai ibu bapanya."

" Golongan kelima, ku lihat ada pula mayat yang kukunya amat panjang, hingga membelit-belit seluruh tubuhnya dan keluar segala isi dari tubuh badannya," sambung pemuda itu. " Anak muda, mereka itulah golongan yang gemar memutuskan silaturrahim. Semasa hidupnya mereka suka memulakan pertengkaran dan tidak bertegur sapa lebih daripada 3 hari. Bukankah Rasulullah s. a. w. pernah bersabda, bahawa sesiapa yang tidak bertegur sapa melebihi 3 hari bukanlah termasuk dalam golongan umat baginda," jelas ahli ibadah tersebut.

" Wahai guru, golongan yang keenam yang aku lihat, sewaktu siangnya lahadnya kering kontang. Tatkala malam ketika aku menggali semula kubur itu, ku lihat mayat tersebut terapung dan lahadnya dipenuhi air hitam yang amat busuk baunya," " Wahai pemuda, itulah golongan yang memakan harta riba sewaktu hayatnya," jawab ahli ibadah tadi.

" Wahai guru, golongan yang terakhir yang aku lihat, mayatnya sentiasa tersenyum dan berseri-seri pula wajahnya. Mengapa demikian halnya wahai tuan guru?" tanya pemuda itu lagi. Jawab ahli ibadah tersebut, " Wahai pemuda, mereka itulah golongan manusia yang berilmu. Dan mereka beramal pula dengan ilmunya sewaktu hayat mereka. Inilah golongan yang beroleh keredhaan dan kemuliaan di sisi Allah s. w. t. baik sewaktu hayatnya mahupun sesudah matinya."

Ingatlah, sesungguhnya daripada Allah s. w. t kita datang dan kepadaNya jualah kita akan kembali. Kita akan dipertanggungjawabkan atas setiap amal yang kita lakukan, hatta amalan sebesar zarah. Wallahua'lam..

p/s: mari kita berusha ke arah JAlan Allah~ aminn~

friendS~ ThanKs VisiTed Me.. :(


lokasi: wad anggerik(Hospital Gempol)
pelakon:sisihat-Fathi
:sisakit-jojon

uh.. sory.. this tyme were pretty sads.. kwn ku amirul shamil(JOJON)eksiden.. eksiden moto.. pretty bad.. my feeling.. 5 star of sadness of course.. kwn aku tuh.. aish.. hari2 dok men blasff.. asyikk dy je mng.. skrang dah boring ah.. sbb asyik aku je mng.. dear jojon please recover soon.. uh.. lpe plak.. hari senin aq decide to skip all class n went to visited jojon at hospital gempol.. hm.. mase lam kete aq mcm2 dok bermain dlm fikiran.. :

mcm mane ah jojo..
teruk ke..

boleh ckap x..
boleh mkan x..
i wonder if she can walk or not..
im preetty sure he will lose his weight over there (hospital)
i hope she recover soon..

tyme sampai kat ospital yg memakan mase lebih kurang sejam 50 min tuh..(wat a distances) mbr pnyer psal.. btolak kul 10.. sampai nak dekat kul 12.. 12 lebih laaa.. sbb kete jammed ikot bontot lorry.. loorryy ramai sgt.. haha bkan "byk" tp "ramai".. uh.. then nek ospital tgkat 3 kot.. x prsan tyme tuh sbb neves nak tgk jojon.. sampai kat wad dy.. aq lega tgk dy okeyh je..

just patah tgn kanan..
boleh jln..
boleh ckap tp slow..
boleh minum air..
boleh mkn bubur jew..

boleh men msg..
bleh men blaff..

boleh melawak..siap ckap "alah..relek ah,aq boleh men takraw agi nieyh"

dak2 nie plak bg semngat pelik2.. cthnye.. "rilek ah jojo..aq tgk ko ensem agi" haha.. mengong dak2 nie.. x leh bwak majlis langsong.. spoiled!! hm.. then abes waktu melawat kul 2.. then kitowng kuar.. salam jojon before out sambil bg kate2 hikmat :p.. then balik.. tyme odw blik tuh.. hp merah saga aq berbunyi.. rpenye txt dari jojon.. jojon ckap..:

"kenkawan,tq lawat aku td k.. papehal nnt kite jmpe.. kte lepak sesame mcm dulu k.. nseb aku hdup lg kn.. k.. kim slm sme.. " :(( sedey plak rase nye..

p/s:dear jojon i hope you will recover soon.. aku xde fight nak men blaff skunk nie.. :P aq doa ko sihat cpat..

20100612

thIngS thAt I always Used to~



tiba waktu prangai jahat aku dtg an.. ni lah dy memo wat aku that i always refer to.. xkire ah tyme sad ke.. tyme frust ke.. tyme nak gi presentation ke.. tyme fail ke.. tyme nak commite suicide ke.. eh? *berguraw* n tyme2 yg sewaktu dgnye~ *malas nak mention* :p

1. pursue Achievable Goals
2. Keep A Genuine Smile
3. Share With Others
4. Help Thy Neighbors
5. Maintain A Youthful Spirit
6. Get Along With The Rich, The Poor, The Beautiful, & The Ugly
7. Keep Cool Under Pressure
8. Lighten The Atmosphere With Humor
9. Forgive The annoyance Of OthErs
10. Have Few Pals
11. Cooperate And Reap GreatEr RewaRds.
12. Treasure Every Moment with Your Loved Ones
13. Have high confidence in yourself
14. Respect The disadvantaged
15. Indulge yourself Occasionally
16. Surf The Net At LeisuRe
17. Take CalcUlatEd RiskS
18. UnderstanD "MoNeY Isn't Everything..."

so its mine.. org len x leh tiru.. wweekk.. haha xde ah.. sesape nak amik sbgai panduan bleh jewp~ its maybe gonna workin..
-Spiral All Along-

Empty And Boring SunDay..



haaarrrgggh~~ *yawning*

woah! like alwalys.. mke x leh harap ni lah yg always woke up earlier than others..
yg len dok sedap terbongkang.. but the nite before sleep..

MrX : "caien, ko klass kul bpe sok.. kalu bgun awal (*dah tawu aku bgn awal lg nak Gne *kalau* tuh)tlong kejut aku bleh.. sbb aku klass kul 8 doh.."

Caien : "insyaAllah.. kalu bgun awal.." *mood=ikhlas*

hihih.. haa tu lah dy prangai semase saye nie.. *twink* bkan ape.. bkan nda mau kjut.. tp kalu ayt nya kok gaya gini "caien sok suboh kejut bley.. aq takut miss slat sboh ah.." *SUCI* haa.. baru lah kok pantas akuh bangkitkan kamu.. :p tp prangai aku ni pelik sikit.. sbb *java*

if caey wokeup early;
System.out.print"Caey pegi klass mesti lambat"
else
System.out.print"caey kne pegi lewt ke kelas sbb kne kejut kenkwn len dulu"
Fuhh~!! wat a tired life..

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eh.. chupp~!! senarnye bkan nak cte sal ni lah.. nak cte sal swimming nieh..(figure 1.1):P woah~!! caien ke tuh~ unbelievable~ ahaks.. time byak knengan kitowng bersame.. sonok2~!! i miss this moment.. mase tu kitowng pegi ari rabu aw.. dah plan tyme jumat minggu pas..tp pegi nye the next wednesday.. so akibat plan awal2 tp pegi lambat.. so kitowng kene lah rasekan.. mase sampai kat desa water park tuh.. owh~ aaa~ F***!! F***!! adoy~!! wat im mean that kt premis tu tertulis "we are close every wednesday".. ahaha.. mmg frust menonggeng..!!

pastu we decided to go to swimming biase2 jewp kat club.. more cheaper n more best.. gambar atas tu mg-explain about W.T. hell are you doin.. nampak kat mak ko nie.. kompem kne tarik wang saku.. haha mcm cte doraemon..

pas abes excitet.. pegi makan then back to KUIS tchenta..

p/s:dear iejat.. we all love you.. n miss you..thanks for being aour friends..

-------mood=letih gila bab*-------

i'M NeWbiEs~!!



first thing 1st.. assalamualaikum W.B.T..

taaruf~

Nik Muhamad Syahir bin Nik Azainoon (org call caey/caien/syahir/nick/mad/syg/poyo & etc.)

Umo 19tahun 6 bulan 17 hari..

Askunu~ (:P) no6.JLN dgg 6/3A.. TMN Dagang Ave.,AmPUNK., 68000, SelEngor..

Currently Studying at IIUS (KUIS)-Bach. in Softway Ingineering(npe nak highlight?)

In relationship with CM..<3<3~ :"> (alaa.. anak Cek Mad blkng uma tuh.. hihi..)

There were sort of my LikesAndLoves thing :

likes D*** vr much..
likes CM vr much..
loves My mama n papa vr much.. of course all my famil members skali.. :x <3>

loves KEMBARA@ travelling..
likes software n ingineer..
loves problem solving and programming..
loves clean environment..
likes girl with wedges(high heels)

like my CM does.. <3>

likes girl that understand me..

loves drawing very much.. not very gud in multimedia.. :P

loves black and white.. red and brown(sometimes) green n blue(optional:P)

likes askem and were member of aiscreamchoholics :x

likes mee grg mamak.. not mamak..

loves playing futsal at the nite..

loves watchin muvee.. especially with my family o my beloved CM..

likes to help people..

likes to smash people..

loves all kind of music.. except Tamil *muntah ijau..

loves repairing thing..

likes to swimming. likes to joging..

likes to make my CM heppie..

loves to climbing..

loves to camping..

likes berbeque..

likes cooking..

likes happiness..

loves party..

loves people smiling..

loves all my stuff..

loves and likes all my friendsss :x <3<3>


There were also my hate n dislike thing :

hate to sleep early.. except when class at 8 am..

hate to make a rubbish..

dislike dirty..

dislike slekeh..

hate smoking..

hate drugs..

dislike to mad at people..

dislike being so cruelness..

hate BAb* hate Hanji** (*x reti ejew..)

dislike maksiat.. (alhamdulillah)

dislike miss my solat..

hate islam enemy..

hate people kedeku*..

dislike people cakap bes**

dislike bad people..

fu** member yg perampas.

fu** member yg makan kwan..

hate to be friend with those who were "SomboNg"

hate to be friend with those who were small in smiling..

ade lagi.. nant len kali tambah..:P keh.. so be nice with me.. be smooth we me. sometimes im kind.. sometmes im not.. if you doesnt like me.. pfttt~!! back off~!! and i like the way i are.. i gratefull living in my own life.. salam.. nice to know you all..~!!