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it's still remain

a bond.. a bond really lies at these kind of group..
sometimes.. friends is always be there..
when i cried.. they shares the same tears..
when i sad.. they share the same pain like mine..
when i laugh.. they shared the joy of mine..

but..
if this the feeling of being lonely..
i feel like gonna die in my empty world.. why such dat thing really need to be happened? why?
please.. give me my true strength again and please give my friend again..
and..
my love one..
i did do many thing with you back there..
i for the first time really know what happiness to be when i first knowing you..
and i feel very calmly when you were near me..
and for those shits act of mine..
please forgive me.. i never blame a single thing from you..
i doesnt want to be in this shitty shit again..

it seems to be im smiling all the time..
lightfully joy come from my face..
but, deep inside my heart..
i could feel every single one of my heartbeat..
if this is the true pain.. and this thing will make you more happier after..

i rather sacrifice myself suffering in pain and the scars will remain recovered after seeing u smile again..
"baby, are u okay"
"ngantok eh"
"xpelah.. tido lah.. nant dah smpai syahir kejut.. :')"


something often coming out slightly from my eyes everytime i remembered about you..something often coming out slightly from my eyes everytime i remembered about you..something often coming out slightly from my eyes everytime i remembered about you..something often coming out slightly from my eyes everytime i remembered about you..something often coming out slightly from my eyes everytime i 
something often coming out slightly from my eyes everytime i remembered about you..something often coming out slightly from my eyes everytime i remembered about you..something often coming out slightly from my eyes everytime i remembered about you..
something often coming out slightly from my eyes everytime i remembered about you..something often coming out slightly from my eyes everytime i remembered about you..something often coming out slightly from my eyes everytime i remembered about you..something often coming out slightly from my eyes everytime i remembered about you..something often coming out slightly from my eyes everytime i remembered about you..something often coming out slightly from my eyes everytime i remembered about you..something often coming out slightly from my eyes everytime i remembered about you..