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can i die tomorrow =')

i wrote this for my own..                     *
ididnt expect everyone will read it..  *
if you did.. thank you vry much..        *
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pada aku.. 
aku ni x bape pandai..
x brape rajin..
x juga berada..
Selalu wat salah..
xde yg betul..
x brape berupa paras..
x jga kacak mcm pakwe korang..
x juga baik.. and x juga jahat..
x jga perfect.. x jga terlalu kekurangan..
mgkin a little bit of "Hina"..
i didnt hav the spirit..
and i wish i had it..
When The time comes and asked.. Did my name is on your life list??
of course the answer "Not aT all"..
and im x jga bgus..
x jga responsible sgt..
smestime alone.. and sometimes feel like a death..
xde org sayang akuh.. 
smstimes x bergune pon utk sesape..
i hav alot of friends.. bt..
i didnt hav a bestfriends.. 
and my family.. ......
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ruined~

So Wat ShOulD i Do.. i little bit to much of sadness alone will not solved at all..
ade ke org yg akan paham aku.. kalu aku story bout my damn sake pon.. of cos..  xde y akan deeping and truling understand-ing ape yg aku alami..
untuk aku.. jika family aku dalm condition mcm nie.. aku..
aku jadi putus smngat dlm sume perkare.. study.. friends.. working.. eating.. playing.. sosial-ing.. and others.. and thats me rite know.. so anythng else for me to continued live on?? and yet.. i think tears didnt drop too much..


-SYAHIR