IM OKAY =)

Why is everything starts to turn out black..

maybe this is my truly faith.. is to be like this and forever always gonna be like this..

sometimes i feel like alone.. sometimes people around me just pretending to be friend with me.. 

i do so many thing to make my friend best friends.. but yet when been ask : "who is your bestfriend??"

yet.. my name hell no will appears.. im starting being so jeles with everyone.. arghh!!! i dun like it as well.. but why for me.. i didnt get the same life as everbody else..

i get like this.. maybe this is just a damn feeling of mine... maybe i just dont hav to friend with anybody and live my loneliness life and die in my loneliness life.. satisfy??