dah jauh aku lari.. mngapa aku x lihat blkng kembali.. mngapa aku leka dgn sume ni.. sungguh zalim perasaan ini jika dikatakan menipu dalam perasaan.. what been said by her is totally right and what i cant even know about this mistake?? but what is gone let it be.. focusing what gonna happen next if ur dunt realise earlier.. thank.. tenkiu very much.. you were like 2nd mother to me.. i never had an adviced like that before.. and this i promised you.. i will simply do my best and never let you down again.. i know you have faith in me.. the next time we meet.. i will be granted a smile at your face.. onestly.. believe me.. i keep ur word and faith in my heart forever.. and thanx for give me strength again.. tenkiu very much.. if the spirit of mine is just 100% now it becoming more from before..
20110519
word come from heaven
20110518
Quotes i 've dreaming to said it to you..
Please Reach Me
its now or never..
sometimes this feeling will hurt you deeply too much without realise of what of the consequences..
but for me.. i leave all that behind and started to concentrate on what i aiming for.. no more loitering.. no more sosialising.. live ur happy live like always and busy like always you do..
for the first time.. i fell for this girl.. which is the same age of me.. but different class.. i think i got one feeling that i promised to myself that would never betrayed my feeling and also her's feelin as well.. i keep on struggling.. focusing on she.. and just she.. this is no ordinary feelin but it is a miracle cos it would ever happened to me.. and yet the girl self running away with other guy.. yah.. of course.. its totally my fault.. i really careless.. believed me. i can't forget what we have been trough until right now..
for the second girl, i deeply hurt you so much.. yes i know it.. i left you with out sayin a single word.. im very sellfish.. yet you were kind enough for me.. and i cant accepted it.. im really2 sorrry.. you were such a kind girl.. its hard to believed you re okay and doing fine when the day i left you without sayin anyting.. and again im sorry.. maybe now its my punishment.. please forgive me.. yes.. i dont know what are those feelin of girl. but thrust me.. i always can feel those hurt feelin from yours..
last and forever.. i dont know what to say.. but the truth is.. when this feelin of mind and my heart come to open again to another girl.. maybe this is just my feelin.. but its not ! its really happen.. all day night this evil feelin always disturbing my peace.. for what ? for remembering you every second of time.. When im sick, The doctor said i should live life normally, as best as i could. i didn't want anybody to be weird around me. and this faith come to me. she has faith in me. she makes me want to be different. Better. i was gatting along fine, i accepted it.. my life.. and then you happened !! i do not need a reason to be angry with God. am i scared to death ? no. but im scares of not being with you.. you know what i figured out ? Maybe God has a bigger plan for me than i had for myself. Like this journey never ends. Like, you were sent to me because im sick. to help through all this. and yet.. you're my angel.
20110511
A Man Boy - form 3
Registration Day
kalu x silap dalam tahun 2006 aq masuk alam persekolahan baru for tingkatan 4..
syapik Gai : fulamak.. cantik baju kuning ko.. (baju kuning = baju pngawas)
syahir : uh?! hehe.. alah ko.. sepak kang.. ko punye pon cantik jgak.. tapi kne pkai kasut kulit itam ke.. siyesly??
syapik gai : haih~ mestilah.. kan dah termaktub dalam surat perlantikan hari tuh.. ko x bace betul2 ke..
syahir : hm~ ye lah tuh.. bulan depan lah jawabnye aq beli.. :p
mlm tuh macam biase.. after mkn mlm kat dewan makan.. outfit biase aku mcm biase lah.. pekene baju melayu ngan kain.. sebb tu compulsory for aspura.. time tu baju melayu aq kaler kuning2 oren camtu lah.. agak bersilau kalu masuk musolla.. musolla aq pon dah x mcm surau ghupenye.. ala2 masjid ade lah.. besaq giler.. tatau lah pngetua expect nak gain student reramai kot.. ntahlah -__-
abes je smyg maghrib aq dah start amik al quran then amik port biase kat hujung and kat bucu kiri musolla tuh.. sbb situ buleh menyandar and pintu keluar pon dekat.. xde ah malu sgt nak kuar bile ade hal.. lagi pon kat situ view dy cantik.. boleh nampak pemandangan DEPAN and BELAKANG.. everytime and everyday after solat maghrib.. mest kne bkak tirai belakang (pemisah antara ruang solat muslimin and muslimat) sbb time nie program bace alquran.. depend lah kepada exco dakwah.. dy nak suh bace surah ape.. tapi selalunye x lari dari surah2 x pnjng lah.. sebab takut terlebih mase langgar waktu solat isyak pulak kang..
time nie.. sonok lah dak2 dari form 2 hingga form 5 dok melilau mata memandang ke arah belkang musolla.. tgk ape.. tgk ape lagi.. tgk aweks2 yg tgah khusyuk bace alquran kat blkng tu lah.. -_- ok.. dah ckop.. sampai situ je.. further information about us.. xleh gtau.. biarlah rahsia.. haa.. nak jadi cte nye.. time nie lah first time dak2 skul tu ramai knal akuh.. aduss.. feymes agih.. sbb time nie aq nak kuar follow kenkawan aku kuar jgak.. saje bajet nak g amik wuduk.. dgn x semena mena dah jadi perhatian.. ahaha..
esok tu kat skolah mcm biase.. masuk kelas yg telah ditetapkan.. tau2.. aq same kelas agih ngan si beliau.. siape?? siape agi.. si Farzana ni lah.. kelas 3Zuhud.. rupenye mmg kelas kekal sama mcm kelas tahun lepas.. ahaha.. xpelah.. lagi bagus.. xde lah nak segan sgt masuk kelas len.. then bermula lah hari bsing same mcm tahun lepas pnye kelas.. sape lagi tukang huru hara kalu bkan si "Tweety tuh"..
aq teruskan kehidupan aku mcm biase.. lagi2 nak mghadapi PMR pada tahun ni.. subject yg aq pgg dlm tgn dah kompem2 ah BM, Math, KHB, PI, GeoGraphi, and Science.. sejarah, Arab, and English x confident dapat score.. hehe.. so aq dah ade 6 A's kat situ.. amcam?? terer x?? buwekkk!! ahaha.. tapi persaingan dalam kelas aku makin hari makin sengit.. mgkin semua pelajar start to realise the important of this exam.. so let it be.. berjaya sesame.. gagal pon sesame..
tahun ni aq berjaya masuk perlawanan takraw and menang smpai peringkat daerah.. daerah je.. then kne reject sebb x power.. ahah.. same lah mcm naseb aku time kat perak dulu.. tu pon selamat dapat pergi follow peringkat kebangsaan sebb aku jadi sidang redaksi sekolah.. ahaha.. dulu siyes aku power.. and active giler dalam sukan2 nie.. tapi day by day.. makan pon kuat.. kerje pon mlas.. mane x naek Encik L kat dalam bdan.. its okay.. i need to de extra and extra.. dun worie.. and be glad..
zaman persekolahan time nie.. mmg dibenarkan pelajar utk outing tapi x leh lebih dari pukul 6.. kalu x kne denda or penalti.. so kitowng pon ape lagi.. setiap hari sabtu kompem kuar punyer.. g tibai CC murah kat Bandar Salak tuh.. then pergi nilai.. shoping2.. tu je lah keje kami.. then balik dalam pukul 4 lebih takut x sempat sampai..
pejam celik~ dah sampai waktu peperiksaan percubaan.. so sume org sibuk struggle bermati matian smpai muntah hijau.. ahah.. then mcm biase.. nak gain dana.. pngwas rakan sebaya PRS kompem wat "Request" sejenis penghataran bnde and disertakan dgn ucapan dari pemberi kepda penerima.. so time tu mmg x expect lah ade org nak bagi.. sbb time tu, kompem2 ah player yg dapat.. player nie seorang budak kelas aku name faiz.. org panggil dy jambu.. du nie mcm pendek2 sikit.. senyum ade lesung pipit.. puteh2 org nye.. buleh kate kiut jgak lah.. tapi persepsi prmpan jelah.. kalu kitowng.. anggap si jambuni mcm disaster jeh. :p then.. mcm biase lah.. kompem2 mest dy byk dapat request..
suatu hari ini.. pada hari isnin.. and peperiksaan percubaan pada hari rabu.. hari isnin tu start diedarkan "request" yg telah di beli oleh pemberi.. then berterabur lah ahli PRS singgah kelas ke kelas utk mngedarkan request tersebut.. sape dapat2.. dapat lah.. yg x dapat.. wat2 senyap dah lah.. :p then smpai giliran ahli prs smpai kelas aq.. then dy panggil.. Faiqah Farhani~ Nasiha~ Farahin~ Faiz~ Syafiq~ Hikmal~ Khairul Ikhwan~ Faiz~ then tbe2 senyap.. dah2.. yg tu jelah.. nak tak nak.. aq x dapat.. hehe.. mmg aq dah agak dah.. xpe lah.. bkan expect pon.. ;) then yg pling byk fafa.. sbb dy dapat 4.. faiz dapat 2 jeh.. ahah! then still dy wat mke macho.. haha.. abes persekolahan.. ade sorang budak PRS ni panggil aku :
PRS : weh2!!.. tunggu jap.. syahir kan?? (smbil menuding jari kearah aku)
syahir : uh?! eh2~ aah~ nape.. ade pape ke..?
PRS : fuh! nseb bek x balik agih .. jap2..
then dy berlari masuk dlm bilik gerakan PRS the keluar semua bawak bakul then datg kearah aku
PRS : ni haa~ request ko.. ade tercicir tadi.. lupe nak suh budak antar tadi.. maaf yer..
syahir : uh~ oh.. terima kasih.. (skema gile "terima kasih")
Twetty : weh.. syahir.. gile ah.. dapat request jgak lah siot.. sape bagi.. tgk lah..
syahir : uh?? nant2 lah.. nant kat dorm aq bkak lah..
nak x nak.. dapat jgak aq request for the first time..bkan satu bkan 2 tapi tiga.. ahaha.. lagi skali aku poyo~ -__- gomenesai~ sampai kat bilik aq cek lah request2 ni.. yg first skali tertulis
20110509
A Man Boy - form 2
Fafa : "weh.. name aku fafa.. name ko syahir eh.. "
Syahir : "uh?! aah~ mane ko tau..?"
Fafa : "biase lah.. twetty dah heboh awal2 dah.. ckap ade bdak baru name syahir masuk kelas kite.. then ni haa.. ade bdak nak knal ngan ko.. name dy farzana.. "
then kwn sbelah dy
Farzana : "woi~ mane ade lah.. memandai je ko nie.. ko jgn layan fafa nie " (sambil mke senyum2)
aku pun usha lah.. siot lah dak2 nie.. engatkan ape lah tadi.. tapi kak robek tu buleh tahan lah.. cun jgak.. eleh.. aq sume cun..
Syahir : "weh.. name ko farzana kan? " (sejak bile aq berani tegur pmpn-__-)
Farzana : "oh~ syahir.. uh? aah.. nape?" "ko x gi rehat ke.. wat ape??" "aq mlas ah turun, lagipun nak siapkan geograpi punye kerje kursus nie.."
Syahir : "oh~ mmg slalu x turun lah yer.. " "uh? hm.. ntahlah.. kkdng turun lah jgak kalu xde kerje.. "
then kitowng berborak lah.. tapi rasenye kejap je.. sbb tbe2 dak2 pmpn dah balik dari rehat.. so kami pon tersenyap tbe2.. then mule lah mulut dak pmpn name nasiha ni ckap "eh.. korang 2.. dalam kelas?? oooo~~~~" then dak len pon "oooo~" aku pon.. adoi.. dah2.. wat tatau jep.. aq pndang sipi ke arah Farzana.. then dy senyum malu2.. amboih! baru form 2 dah pndai2.. ceit!
20110507
but if i were the boyfriend.. i never ever dare to take the challenge.. if u thrusted ur gf.. u dun mind the challenges aftreall.. rite? and anyway, how come u dont realise ur Gf is not in a good condition.. nampak sgt x penah cares.. huh!
at the night.. my family went to Cinema nearest at our house.. before dat.. at the evening "syahir.. amik duit nie pergi beli tiket wyg, sape nak tgk pon buleh ikut jgak.. beli je tiket" said ma father.. then of course lah nak ikut jgak.. since adik2 g tgk criter seru.. and im already watched it.. and of cos.. my sisters said it NO good overall for the muvie.. but for me , my dad n my mom.. we went to Fast Five muvie.. which is "Fast and Furious 5"..
you know what.. this muvie damn really thumbs up! i was so excited all over ma body.. when i see the best part.. my body and feelin moved over the flow of the muvie..isk2.. sampai camtu skali..
GABAN AH CITER NIEH!! >.<
20110506
SHe is GedixxxXxXx girl
please dun keep me as a stranger.oh God~ give me the way. the true way. i never regret for what ive done and now why? why i always being regret and ashamed for myself. once before. late.. yah! its a lil bit too late for me..
the time. for da first time . i enter the class and i saw so many new student dat i dun know. but my eyes just attracted to someone. and dat is a girl. i dun know why. the people often said. this is first-love-views. but i think. naa.. she even better than me. attractfull. full of suprised. and everyday will make me want to wait for her and see what she gonna do this day. what she wearing this day. and dat time her hijjab is covering her face a little. so i keep searchin for the opportunity to see her really face. why are u hiding..
from dat first class of mine. in my mind keep sayin dat. its imposible for me. she even not looked at me. and i feelin dat she maybe already hav a bF and i dun want to disturb their relationship. and my daily life goes and goes like always and like usually. one day, i went to Intro to IT class and there a piece of paper pass by my friend to me and the paper is for askin for the email, myspace, yahoo and others. so i decided to copy it all first and it took so long.. hehe.. but btw. dats is because all of my female classmate already wrote theirs. so it would be likely to me.
then back from the class. i straight back to my room and then absolutely online. then i started to open all the email that i copy than started add one by one. and at last i found this rare-girl in the class and her profile pic was wearing a striped black-green sweater and she damned so cute dat time cos she glowing her cheek in and out. i stared at the photo about 5 min. not dat long bcause i scared my friend will entered and my room and then kantoi.. :p it was so fun staring at the pic dat time.. adorable. i dun know if this will make out but for suddenly. my friend request was been approved. i was so happy then she also komen at my pic.. i was happy like revived from death . and i started to chat with her all day.
after that we continue ym-ing. back there i was so upset because i think you and faiz was really onto something. because faiz said he always texting you. ym0ing with you. and why i feels somethin in me dat some kind of jealous or maybe upset. but deep in my heart i already said it is imposible for a cute girl will like me. then i just. i just and i just keep my feelin for myself and not letting everybody know about it. when i attend to class. i will see her from behind . always. and sometimes i lost my intention in the class. huh! im ma really lost when i saw you. everything i do in the class. i hoped i will gain ur attention at me. and one of the picture i like is when she wearing a shawl , a black shawl attends to en azrul class doing the cable wire thing.. i cant keep removing my eyes from you. you were attractfull enough.
day by day, i started to msg her at Myspace like usually and i said to her "weh.. sombong ah kau.. jumpe x tegur pon >.<" then she reply "eh.. mane ade.. ko ah kne tegur dulu.. mane boleh pmpn tegur laki.. malu lah.." then i suddenly realize.. then one day after class.. at the cafe.. "weh! dak gedixxx!" ..."eh.. ko lah gedixx" then we smiled for each others. when i back to my room. i will online and wait for u to online too.. at the night before i sleep. why i always thinkin about you. "eh.. tadi aq tegur ko.. ko layan eh.. ingat x nak layan" "well.. see.. aku dah ckap.. laki kne tegur dulu.. ;-)"
the next day.. we both keep ym-ing with the da "gedixx" issue and at last i will stoped and giveup. before we going bad. i keep confusing when she willing to WC with me rather than any of my friend. but still i didnt realised that u giving more for me. then one day. while im at the safwan room. one msg with BOF ringtone ringing comin from my phone. "... syahir.. i ske lah kat syahir" then i reply "haha.. jgn lah men2.. kalu camtu syahir pon ske jgak kat u" then i dun get her reply msg then.
then another day.. while im ym-ing. come another msg. "syahir x ckap lagi keputusan syahir." then i replied "uh? keputusan ape? " "alah yg psal smlm tuh" "u sirius ke nie??" "yelah.. engat org men2 ke.." "hihi~ kalu camtu x mo lah, sebab.. biar syahir yg mintak, x gentle ah---- um~ you, syahir ske lah kat u.. and i think i started loving you, can you be my girlfriend " then she replied "yes!!!" .. i then we startin to know each other so very deeply. and until now i realize how she adore me so much and i adore her so much. and we both laugh with full of gratefullness. i still remembered dat time u said dat "now ure mind"
i was so glad and happy cause i realize a girl dat i considered impossible to love me now is my gF. until then i appreciate she so much and never ever leave her and go to another girl. as for me. if i destined to met more beautifull woman than her. my heart would said. i already hav a girl that is beautifull than everyone in this world. day by day. my heart more falling to her.. after knowing she has a beautifull heart too.. she is a loving person.. onestly. all her act was really give a joy in my life. in my heart "i will take care of you no matter what happen.." i really like to achieved and give what u like. cause it will make you happy. i change my number to maxis. and it is before the upcomin date of your birthday. and it also for the sake of us. we cant keep calling at the night.
and now.. all dat.. gone.. and it is because of me.. yes.. because of me. i dont know why.. i changed so much from dat awfull times.. and now.. i back to be my self again. and i ready for all thing gonna happen. i really missed yo so much.. i miss those word "ILYSFDM" when are my phone gonna started ringing again.. i missed u taking care of me.. mad of me because i didnt take my medicine.. i miss those hand too. when are we gonna balik kampung with ktm together again. there i was so happy cause i could protect you even for a while. i miss you telling me the price and the price after discount of ur wedgie and then you will said "berbaloi kan". and i keep support you at the thing will make u happy. when i see dat roasted doll. i will remmbered you. ur face. ur silly smile. ur cute face. ur voice, ur sulkin at me. and i like to coax you with all my gut. when i heared the cascada song. my heart feels like dropping down. a moment from before.. i hurt you so much. i also make you cried.. shit! that is the biggest fault of mine.. im really sorry.. and im sincerely sorry.
somethin dat i want to know why i jelous like a stupid man from before.. and its of course because i afraid to lost you. cause ure really attractive person. and i know dat you never fall for them cause u already had me. and yet.. just me dat keep thinkin the stupid jealous ever. people always said dat, if we are jealous mean we are loved that person so much and afraid to lost her. but yet.. for me. i think i shud be jealous at back there.. cause i already make a promse dat will believed you and thrusted you 100%. oh. no. 120%.. yes.. dats the deal and yet.m the one forget a bout the deal.. huh! and really i do apologize. even its a lil bit too late.
and now. seems to be like u living more happily. and i wish i dun want to disturb u with my pain at the back. maybe im gonna be in pain a lot.. but if this called as a punishment.. i will sincerely accept it with my opened heart. as long as i saw ur face smiling again.
i hope the person didint read this.. cause i dont want the person remmber this pain again. im really sorry.. my heart still not lacking of love from yours.
its hard to believed.. im afraid.. yeah.. very afraid.. i think im gonna prepare myself first.. i dun want it to be a nightmare for me again.. btw, its all because of my fault.. yeah.. i truly admit it.. im bad, im cruel, im not seem to be what u want... im also jual-ikan.. but as for me.. what the main thing is always keep flyin-like-bird in my imagination is what you need.. and im always struggling bout that.. no sweat.. ;')
btw.. my day flowing like always but today im on a preparation for BEKWAH my opposite neighbour house.. since Kak Lin (neighbour name) never do this BEKWAH thing.. she said she want to do it rite now.. since (bape byk since daa-__-) her family is stable rite now.. which mean, her Husband now workin as a head in the company.. and for her himself.. she now working as a landscape Manager.. so her family rite now is in a good condition me could say.. hehe..
she now just got a twin child which is Boy and Girl.. (the boy came out first ;-) ) and.. seem like she want to make this BEkWah so much.. she decorrated her house so much.. fuhh! kalah umah aku .bhahaha! .mcm umah aku cantik sgt.. so.. after all, earlier, i said i want to keep myself busy.. so here come.. busy enough like hell.. letih wooo~
p/s 1 : sorry mommy.. boy lari kejap pergi update blogsh! hehe..
p/s 2 : BEKWAH mean kenduri.. a translation from kamus KElantan siri ke 2.. ;)
20110505
it's still remain
a bond.. a bond really lies at these kind of group..
sometimes.. friends is always be there..
when i cried.. they shares the same tears..
when i sad.. they share the same pain like mine..
when i laugh.. they shared the joy of mine..
but..
if this the feeling of being lonely..
i feel like gonna die in my empty world.. why such dat thing really need to be happened? why?
please.. give me my true strength again and please give my friend again..
and..
my love one..
i did do many thing with you back there..
i for the first time really know what happiness to be when i first knowing you..
and i feel very calmly when you were near me..
and for those shits act of mine..
please forgive me.. i never blame a single thing from you..
i doesnt want to be in this shitty shit again..
it seems to be im smiling all the time..
lightfully joy come from my face..
but, deep inside my heart..
i could feel every single one of my heartbeat..
if this is the true pain.. and this thing will make you more happier after..
i rather sacrifice myself suffering in pain and the scars will remain recovered after seeing u smile again..
"baby, are u okay"
"ngantok eh"
"xpelah.. tido lah.. nant dah smpai syahir kejut.. :')"
20110504
always there with me..
GA : anyways , always learn to work by urself and not relying on anyone.. thats what i remmbered all day long..
Work-aholic..!!
tatau lah nape balik2 cuti nieh current mood likely goes to working mood.. fuhhh~ ntah lah.. maybe its my some sort of thing that i want to keep my self busy with.. i want to clear my mind instead.. i dun want to harm myself anymore.. so i decided to keep my self busy..
there's go, day by day, kebetulan plak.. byk pulak kerje yg memerlukan pekerje.. haish.. so.. aq pon grab this opportunity huhu.. aik.. mcm ayat entrepreneur je.. -__- btw.. here my schedule for last 3 days
Monday
Tuesday
Wednesday
Alone
today.. for the first time.. aku g tgk mubee sensorang.. hehe.. dah ajak sume org x mau.. masing2 ada hal.. hm yeah.. nak wat camne.. people hav their own time.. so let it be.. so xpelah.. so aq pergi cinema kat Times Square.. cause yg pling best and dekat dgn umah aq.. ;-) i decided to enjoying this Movie called "SerU".. buleh tahan lah jgak cte tuh.. but for me.. what im gonna said that im used to this Malay Ghost.. so x kesah + x heran + x seram.. dah biase.. it cant be help.. Gomenasai..~ :')
my really hobby at the time is watchin movie but only at free time.. hehe (like hell) .. huhu.. but its true yaw.. i always likely to go to cinema and watch muvie.. its gonna be my priority always to put watchin movie at the top.. tu kalu xde keje sgt lah.. sbnarnye keje 1st priority :p (kalah anak Keling aku nie -_-) ahah! gomena2~
lagi satu.. my hobby also collecting the cinema ticket.. no wonder why.. it just happened.. hehe..
dulu kat kolej, i always watchin this new box office muvie.. algi2 dah bawak kete ke kolej.. so lagi lah liar berjalan.. tapi dats all dah abes berlalu and it suddenly stop rite there.. hm~ pas ni start pulak zaman2 aq tgk wyg sensorang.. what can i do.. so soyrieee..;')
20110503
Wo-MAN stuff being..
balik dari jumpe client mama hari tuh.. terus pergi anto adik kat this place called maju junction.. there a Shop called GAVY.. and there hav a quit interesting tools for women.. for women.. hehe.. patotlah adik nak sgt pergi situh.. haish! adelah.. wedgie2.. flip floppy.. hand bags.. sbgainye.. tapi okey lah brg2 situ x mhal pon..
sbnarnye bkan nak cte sal nieh.. tapi nak cte sal Men stuff.. hehe.. tadi jojo call.. biase lah.. kom pem nak tanye sal where the placed to buy this brand and this brand stuff.. so i mention lah.. at pavi, Ou, Sunway, Sungai wang bagai.. so dy ckap.. ko x gi shoping keh?? sale doh.. brg2 aku tgk sume out of stock.. cepat gila abes.. yg limited edition pon ade.. huh? then malang bagi ku sebab lambat.. haish.. sokay.. len kali aq gi cari cepat.. haish.. and btw, im like to spent my money for this stuff rite now.. ;-)
since again.. i felt again.. shitt! huh~ -__-
btw dah dekat 2 minggu since i left my college life.. hm.. rindu plak nak kembali.. but trust me.. my feelin not gonna be like this if i were at college right now.. tapi sebaliknye rindu kan rumah pulak.. aduss.. -__- pelik2~
suatu hari ketika aq baru pulang dari kelas english pada hari jumaat.. aq rase diriku amat bahagia dan tenang skali.. mgkin sbb ianya hari jumaat? or maybe cause she smiled at me? hm.. who knows.. but i feel like i was being in a world that doesnt have a problem.. im free.. im free.. i feel safe... at that day.. only me and fathi was went to the class.. and u know i'm rily great suck in english.. pardon me~ most at all.. its gonna be me at the end who protect myself.. hhu..
petang tu balik semyg jumaat.. serbu kafe pak samad.. ape lagi.. lunch time lah.. hehe.. besides, all my friend were there too.. including the foreigner friend of mine.. ;) kalu kitowng dah berjumpe.. hm~ mmg x engat dunia lah.. like hell bergossip.. gossip ke? xsesuai2.. we're talking and hav a nice talk.. how that? :') hehe :p balik2 je.. aq lah bg idea wat keje gile.. hehe... nant aq cte aaaagi..
and isu terPelik skrang nie.. lagi2 pasal gula2 ngan 27:4 ape ntah.. bengong ape lah.. sorry2.. ape brang men tiru2 nieh.. engat nak dapat market tinggi ke? oh my~ PUBLISITI MURAHAN.. isk2.. mmg x sesuai langsung kulit typical malay and comparing with the korean one.. buweekkk!! ok that enough.. -__- find ur own style guys and girls.. waduh2!!
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"dah siap ke? jom lah~ syahir dah ade kat bawah nie.. " (dan dia pon turun)
Please..! choose my! choose me!
