can i die tomorrow =')

i wrote this for my own..                     *

ididnt expect everyone will read it..  *

if you did.. thank you vry much..        *

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pada aku.. 

aku ni x bape pandai..

x brape rajin..

x juga berada..

Selalu wat salah..

xde yg betul..

x brape berupa paras..

x jga kacak mcm pakwe korang..

x juga baik.. and x juga jahat..

x jga perfect.. x jga terlalu kekurangan..

mgkin a little bit of "Hina"..

i didnt hav the spirit..

and i wish i had it..
When The time comes and asked.. Did my name is on your life list??
of course the answer "Not aT all"..
and im x jga bgus..
x jga responsible sgt..

smestime alone.. and sometimes feel like a death..

xde org sayang akuh.. 

smstimes x bergune pon utk sesape..

i hav alot of friends.. bt..

i didnt hav a bestfriends.. 

and my family.. ......

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ruined~

So Wat ShOulD i Do.. i little bit to much of sadness alone will not solved at all..

ade ke org yg akan paham aku.. kalu aku story bout my damn sake pon.. of cos..  xde y akan deeping and truling understand-ing ape yg aku alami..

untuk aku.. jika family aku dalm condition mcm nie.. aku..

aku jadi putus smngat dlm sume perkare.. study.. friends.. working.. eating.. playing.. sosial-ing.. and others.. and thats me rite know.. so anythng else for me to continued live on?? and yet.. i think tears didnt drop too much..

-SYAHIR