ForTheGodSake..

its been a while chaw.. ^^
this day has no ordinary things.. started mornink class with DISCRETE MATH.. (i like discrete very much >.<) and next class with FiqH Islami.. (and also currently addicted with this subject =p) after we going through the lucnh tyme but i choose not to eat much just eat just for what my stamak demanded.. hehe.. btw.. im donating my blood to PUSAT DARAH NEGARA as well at the PKK.. and this was my 2nd tyme.. ^^ anybody else want my organ.. uh!??! hehe.. just kidding..

Farewell my Bloody Blood.. i hope my blood will cherish for someone needs it someday.. ^^

 

 rindunyew nak mkn ABC strawberry's >.

and also rindunye kat lil monster tuh..!! >.

 

"Last semester with my friens : awey, fieyz, me and also LUPI (yg bOtaks beg oren blkng tuh)"

FinancesDidHappen

as si budak Cekodok tu dok cter psal thingy things.. boys also do hav "thing" to adore at.. hehe
like always,, bak kate2 hikmat si Prof. Zafe : "money do flow like water if we live until die" (like usual the h(x)c boy talking style =.=)

and bak kate si DR. Awe-be plak : "kalu kawe ado pitih.. sgaloo mundo nok jugok beli.. ikot dee lah.. masalohnyo.. pitih tuh.." -style Land of KELAN-

TRANSLATED : "if i hav money.. i would like to buy everything.. everything i feel i like to buy.. the problem is.. the MONEY.."

and FOR ME : note that (FYI) this is my wishlist :
(1) steelSeries (SIBERIA) : i feel something when i used this to hear Heaven Shall Burn-Black Tears~ >.

 i need one of this pleasee pop! wheter this hell red or heaven white.. hehe o the both of them.. =P

(2) SUPRA SAMANTHA RONSON (Lil Red Skytop II) : no comment! =.= (speechless~) fyi : only hav 413 unit diseluruh dunie.. so i shoul hav it.. hehe 0.o!

(3) McBeth Shoes Elliot : hehe.. btw how many shoes do i want exactly?? =.= hehe its okay.. just one only.. just depend on my "moving bank" untuk spend the money.. note : you rite what i mean by "moving bank" =P

(4).....
(5).......
(6)and blaaa blaaaaa blaaaaa
(7)ant others.. hehe..
(and bytheways/not to forget all human being do hav something that demand.. so diffrent people diffrent interest.. hav a nice day.. =I)

Not to forget Hepi X'mas for me and especially my <3 (walaupun x sampai waktu lagi) saje nak mngedixxx X.x!! 

[ignored je katil jojo y sgt "KEMAS" blkng tuh ;-P]

IM OKAY =)

Why is everything starts to turn out black..

maybe this is my truly faith.. is to be like this and forever always gonna be like this..

sometimes i feel like alone.. sometimes people around me just pretending to be friend with me.. 

i do so many thing to make my friend best friends.. but yet when been ask : "who is your bestfriend??"

yet.. my name hell no will appears.. im starting being so jeles with everyone.. arghh!!! i dun like it as well.. but why for me.. i didnt get the same life as everbody else..

i get like this.. maybe this is just a damn feeling of mine... maybe i just dont hav to friend with anybody and live my loneliness life and die in my loneliness life.. satisfy??

can i die tomorrow =')

i wrote this for my own..                     *

ididnt expect everyone will read it..  *

if you did.. thank you vry much..        *

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pada aku.. 

aku ni x bape pandai..

x brape rajin..

x juga berada..

Selalu wat salah..

xde yg betul..

x brape berupa paras..

x jga kacak mcm pakwe korang..

x juga baik.. and x juga jahat..

x jga perfect.. x jga terlalu kekurangan..

mgkin a little bit of "Hina"..

i didnt hav the spirit..

and i wish i had it..
When The time comes and asked.. Did my name is on your life list??
of course the answer "Not aT all"..
and im x jga bgus..
x jga responsible sgt..

smestime alone.. and sometimes feel like a death..

xde org sayang akuh.. 

smstimes x bergune pon utk sesape..

i hav alot of friends.. bt..

i didnt hav a bestfriends.. 

and my family.. ......

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ruined~

So Wat ShOulD i Do.. i little bit to much of sadness alone will not solved at all..

ade ke org yg akan paham aku.. kalu aku story bout my damn sake pon.. of cos..  xde y akan deeping and truling understand-ing ape yg aku alami..

untuk aku.. jika family aku dalm condition mcm nie.. aku..

aku jadi putus smngat dlm sume perkare.. study.. friends.. working.. eating.. playing.. sosial-ing.. and others.. and thats me rite know.. so anythng else for me to continued live on?? and yet.. i think tears didnt drop too much..

-SYAHIR

my Ambition is Not To Be "A" POliCeMan =.=

From view of my faCe..

I know you will say that my face totally not suitable to be A police officer rite.. ^^

But in this case, the Hat being stole by me from PAPA.. hehe 

SYoRy Syory POP!

 oh.. i rilY Miss My BIRMAN's cat.. Oh RiCkaa~ T.T

im not talking about that kid but about the animal rite.. of cos..

harap2 ah adik2 akuh kat uma tu gheti jage leklok si ricca tuh.. 

AWE : Wahai kwn2 ku.. jgn lah kamu terkejut dgn perubahan ku ini.. =.='

JOJO : Awey~ mengapa ko jadi begini.. kembali lah awey ku~ Bertaubatlah..

ZAfe : Aq dah nasihat awal2 dah kat awey.. tapi awey tetap berdegil.. T.T

FaThi Lee : Yikk!! ComeY Ah Awey~ mlm ni jgn tido ngan aq taw.. O.o!