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sometime it is painfull;

sometime it is really painfull;

and sometimes it do really painfull;

but for me.. i will keep waitin and i hope it will make u happy..

i not really use to this stuff..

but i once being dumped..

but its okay.. i moving over the flow like always.. 

i already planned a lot and many thing i want to do with..

when you woke up at the morning 

"dah2 lah tuh tdo.. ni syahir bawakkan drink utk awk.. its a promise remember? chup! syahir love u with all my heart.. good morning dear.. (kissed her forehead) "

before i go to work

"syahir pergi dulu, jage diri leklok.. (dy betulkan tie syahir) nant lunch time syahir telepon.. and its a promised, do you remmber? (smiling and kiss her forehead)"

at the lunch time (office)

"hey lalink? (ketawa sinis) you dah mkn? laa.. nape belum? oh.. nak mkn skali yer ptg jap g.. hihi.. mcm2 you nie.. sokay.. ptg ni jgn masak.. balik nant syahir bawak pergi mkn tempat best yeh.. mmuah! take care :')"

 (sambil memegang perut menahan kelaparan)

balik kerje

"assalamualaikum.. syahir dah balik.. (kiss her forehead again) jom2~ pie siap.. nant terlepas flight plak.. ahaha gurau2.. :p jom2 pie siap.." (after 1 hour)
"dah siap ke? jom lah~ syahir dah ade kat bawah nie.. " (dan dia pon turun)

"........awak tau x.. syahir mempunyai seorang isteri yg cantik.. syahir syg awak sepenuh hati.. chupp! dah2.. jom2.. ;)"

balik dinner

"awak dah solat? jom2 solat skali.. dah masuk waktu nie.. "(abes solat, cium tgn syahir)

before sleep

"u happy x hari ni? syahir mintak maaf kalu ade slah pape.. dari hujung rambut sampai ujung kaki.. ;') btw, (kiss her forehead once again) syahir syg u smpai mati.. before forget i love you dear and its a promise u remmber? :') (sambil memeluk erat)"

i gonna remmber every single word what i promised you and i never forget in loving u every single second of my life.. dear the becoming person or existed person.. its gonna be like im gonna hang out with you even im at 65 years old.. i will give u flower at the garden and under the witneess of moon or the sun and sky.. Dear God, please make my wish be true and please dun take my Love before You taking me first..

sincerely by SYAHIR

Please..! choose my! choose me!

Domo Phantom: i will fight you till death.. <3

my my~ never mind.. been working for 1 week and memonteng for one days (thank to awok, i owe u one..) like usually and once online-ing till muntah.. tapi tyme bz x de gak mase nak online tuh.. 

i worked at 12 until 6 then blik umah solat subuh sume bagai.. then x tdo.. opkos lah.. kos lepas subuh x elok tdoq.. kan kan.. so all the day i been through tdoq pada pukul 9.30 or 10.. its a great and suitablos tyme.. did it? yah tenkiu for agreeing.. ;) petang2 slalu kne kacau ngan home work dari mama tercintew.. adusss! WhadddaaheCk? anak laki pon kne wat keje umah..? gila x cool.. tapi sometimes its gonna be really good to help each other.. and its me and myself always helping it.. itsokay lorh... 

suatu mlm nieh, aq nengok lah cte "moving in" kat MTV kot.. ntah ler.. tapi cte nye mengisahkan seorang lady yg tgah conpiUs dlm choosing which one of the boyfriend that she gonna choose between the two of her BF? and like alwayys.. WhatdaaHeck?! this girl dating 2 boys in one time.. isk2.. so she decide to let her mother father choose for her and after that her parent set a really tough exam.. 2 orang BF tadi pon terpakse duduk dalam umah tu and for two day.. diorang lalui ujian2 yg diberikan oleh keluarga Si Perempuan.. and at last the one name Tom win the title of the bf.. 

yah2.. mmg best tapi.. x elok pmpn tu wat cmtuh.. bek awal2 lagi just pilih satu and fokus satu je.. kalu x leh gak cari ah len.. laki yg sorang lagi tu pon bkan bek sgt.. panas baran lah ape lah.. hehe.. ckap sng lah kan.. cbe bygkan kalu aku ni yg ade kat situ.. huh?! like im gonna give it up?? no way.. i gonna take what it gonna cost.. i will ensure the girl parent at all my might that i can protect the girl at the cost of my life.. >.<

My Life IS starting To Empty, accordingly..

currently im stuck at this not-so-hardcore-ing-CYbErcAfe named KomaNg.. hehe.. doing my part time job like always.. mcm biase lah.. cuti je mest ade je kerje nak wat.. hehe.. dah lumrah kehidupan im cant live in sleeping-eating-praying and so on.. tapi best gak dok kerje2 camni.. carik kerje yg best2.. yg kene ngan minat diri sendiri then kerje kompem puas hati.. x engat erti letih at all.. tau2 ckop blan dapat my fees.. ouh~ such that simple.. hehe.. pape pon.. kat sini knal dengan ramai kenkawan bawu.. boleh online2 stuff nieh.. tapi x sangke pulak im now be friend with the boys that colouring their hair, dressing maut2.. awek sume mini skirt.. (tak sume lah) tapi its good to be friend with them all.. (moga2 sy x terjebak.. berkawan is enough and thats it)..

who knows, skung nie i kembali berbloging stuff.. sosial-ing.. tapi sorry For Rebecca Cek Mat.. im not that ready for you.. im really sorry.. (ouh! >.< i just simply reject a really nice girl.. !#^$$#!@ -__- ) i think u better to find a more nicer man than me.. i know you came to see all the day since im working here.. but you not really know me well.. so we need a realy more tyme.. yah? :') for sure.. you will find more interesting and adorable guy than me.. ;')

cite2 nyer.. masuk sem 3 nieh.. nak tubuhkan group fixxie aku kat kuis.. paan, Pak tie, Awun, Sapuan, Lupi, aku, and maybe jojo.. Hopefully PTpTN korang ckop.. T.T aq dah tempah kot Pixxie aku.. terbaik punyeh.. ;) since my fwen is among the pixxie group.. mlm2 minggu kompem bicycle-ing along the Ampang Park.. no wonder sume tough2.. :p (tough = keding ) so, i sempat lah menanye mcm2 about pixxie nie..

Syahir : "weh.. ko bantai pixxie ni kat mane? kilang ke? tau x mane2 kaki yg murah.. aku nak angkut byk nieh.. member aku pon nak angkat jgak.."

Dong : "aq bantai dalam umah org doh"(salah tanye org -__-)

Apek : "ko dari dulu dok men dalam umah org.. kerje malas.. menCU** rajin.. "

Apek : "xde lah wey.. kitowng amik kat blkang Pavina Court tuh.. angkut basic 250-300 rm .. pilih kaler.. kalu nak tambah brek ke tongkat ke gear ke.. harge len.. nant ko cek-ke-dout lah"

Once again and Not at All

tankiu tankiu tenkiu very2 much.. and sory sory sory very much.. skrang im back o9.. sory2.. xte nye.. engat nak tutup dah.. nak delete dah account.. but malas plak.. so.. bia jelah usang dgn sendiri nye.. :') tapi pape pon.. boring2.. mai jgak jengok2 sini.. kot2 lah ade something new.. =p papepon.. im gona update.. update and update untill im tired at least.. ahah jokes.. ;') "maybE" so hav a nice day syahir.. ;-)

DIdnt love your Family??

its my time and its your time.. but the truth is we shared our tyme together.. :">

kali nih.. ceq nak habaq sal "ISU SEMASA" yg ade dalam paper nowadays.. WatDaHeck!!! oh~ you know wat im babling about?? am i rite?? hehe.. x len x bkan lah kan.. psal tragedi rumah tangga and pasangan yg pelik lagi memelikkan yg begitu freakin all out... >.<

wat im tryin to deliver is about dunia di zaman kini makin macam tunggang terbalik.. aduss2.. >.< lebih kurang cam dalam cte Karyawan Allayarham Tan Sri P. Ramlee which is "Keluarga 69".. hehe.. haaa!!! ni lah yg ceq nak habaqqqq dari sat tadi.. haish2.. sbgai contoh titles yg ade setiap hari dalam paper yg aq ikuti sepanjang beberapa hari ni such as :

"Isteri Sanggup Tipu Suami", "Ritual Penyerahan", Bawak Anak Takut Kene Cekup Bersama Scandal", "Kemaruk Beristeri Empat", "Remaja Perkosa budak 5 Tahun", "Ummi Mengaku Scandal", and "Menantu Sayang Mentua"..

see! i told caa.. ;-) mane x jadi emosi yg terlampau bile bce sume menatang har** ni.. aq ngan si lupi dah saling bertukaq makian dah... ouh im very depressed rite now.. uh? ok. fullstop.  as for me.. if i were a husband and a father.. i'll say like this, listen yah my future wife and my future childs :"> :

"starting from i know you and we get married.. not even once my heartbeat say want to find scandal or to be unfaithfull.. all my success and averystep i success is fully aiming for my dearest family.. and i gratefull and appreaciate what i hav.. Chup! :"> "


i love my family especially.. you.. :-)