My childhood~

oh.. what im doin!??

im not gonna desperate

*oh god~ only you know how i feel rite now*

tataw lah nak ckap pe.. tp maybe its my fault.. uh.. no no.. not maybe.. but it is my fault.. why everytime this happened.. i keep blaming myself.. arghh.. hm.. it is just about you.. i always feel the same to you.. and not the same if you wish to..

i always prays to god.. for the prophets.. for my mom and daddy.. for my family.. then next come up with you.. yes, it is you.. (oh~ i wish she dont read this) becos i know she will be hurt again.. im sorry.. i cant satisfy you dear.. but i try my very best.. you change me a lot.. start dari seorang yang biase and become lover.. my daily.. my style.. my interest.. my fav.. my intention.. my life.. its all because of you.. so.. how i gonna change it back.. hm.. no.. and never.. sory~

but i guess there is no second chances.. but miracle could happens.. and i wish that miracle do comes true.. and i would like to add it on my "my List" (my work to be achieve) like my old post.. about the tree house.. but that is long distance wish.. and you.. is my short , long and forever wish..

tapi bile org tawu.. mest dyorng gtaw aq.. "alaah.. bunga bkan sekuntum" and i gonna say this "hey!! its not like that k..! =.='" im diffrent!!" aq bkan nye bleh sesuka hati mnyukai dan tidak sesuka hati camtu jew.. oh.. i wish this wont happens.. i wanna stay like the old one.. i appreciate you like myself.. what i do is because of your happiness.. what about my.. oh.. i dont need it.. bcos my happineess has been achieve forever when first time i achieved you..

*just dont leave me :-(*

kampung!!

aq skang ade kat kuantan.. finally.. dpat gak merase jumpe grandma ngan sedare mare.. hihi..
for how long.. i dun know.. we'll figure it out.. hehe.. daa sume..

its my tyme bercuti.. hehe...

lpas bercuti.. gi restoran italy ngan my bby.. hihi..
farewell everybody~

RAYE RAYE!!

Camat AYIe Yaye Cume!! hehe..

aq taon ni yaye kat uma jew.. tp meriah lah jgak.. lgpon papa bwak balik sekotak tV Mercun.. woah \m/ mmg aq bom mengebom lah di mlm raye.. hahaha!!

taon ni bju raye kaler pilihan mama iaitu kaler coklat+mocha+latte+coppucino.. ntah lah kaler ape.. haha!! yg anak2 laki sume kaler same ngan papa.. then yg pmpn jew kaler msing2.. (x sehati langsung!!) haha.. tbe2 jew.. x byk gambar yg aq sempat amik.. sebb sebok sgt.. hehe.. maybe dlm mase terdekat ni nak gi raye kat kuantan plak.. owh.. i love kuantan.. hehe

i think you can guess which one is my real brother's and which one is step brother's.. haha!!

ni ntah anak sape aq rembat.. kne buli jd bby sitter..

pnya lah susah nak bg bdak ni sengih..

adengan bermain mercun yg x kehabis habisan.. sape nak call aq.. aq bg free..

tgah txt bby.. ckap yg tgah jd bbysitter.. haha.. nseb bby x jeles.. :-p

tu jew raye aq.. ade lagi.. tp x leh cte.. chaw~

LonELy soulja Boy

*menguap*

today, sebaik saje bangkit dari tdoq.. pegi mandi then txt bby.. pastu siap2 nak g solat jumaat..
abes solat jumaat, jumpa lah kenkwn yg kat kuis nieh.. tnye soklan yg same
"dah abes exam daa?"
"balik bile..??"
"maaf zahir batin n slmat bercuti"

hehe.. pastu g checkout bilik.. mcm biase lah kan after we check in hotel.. mest lah kne checkout.. hihi.. pastu g jmpe bby.. dy nak bg buku.. then pg jpm, suh shapik cop kan.. kan sng.. xyah nak beratur n amik nombor giliran byk2.. nyusahkan jew.. acik kerani tu pon lagi memudahkan kerje dy.. so syapik bg kertas wakil utk 5 org.. pastuh setle..

then balik uma(b.o.t) dok kemas2 bilik.. pilih2 brg yg dak2 nie tertggal.. aq amik nak sumbat dlm stor Bilik Elektrik :-p (mcm biase lah guys!!) then tepon2 miscall2 bby.. sbb syg nie nak tggalkan.. :"> then bkak pose kat cafe.. ngan safuan , wira and naim..and they all balik mlm nie.. ades..! T.T (im gonna be alone) aaa~!! hihi.. x pe.. dah biase dah..

"sy ucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Dan Batin Kpd Sume yg sy kenali terutamanye BBY.. dan selamat bercuti kpda rakan seKUIS.. hehe.. jgn men mercun sgt.. aq x nak knkwn aq balik2 xde tgn.. x mo rempit2.. xmo langgar undang2.. deh~!! nant aq jumpe kowrang harap2 korang gemok lah yer.. haha.. cuti2 jgn lp e contact kalu nak hang out.. lastly.. jumpa lagi.. assalamualaikum W.B.t"

I gonna mish my bby a lot :">